Resolution 2

Everything is like tumbling down on me . I’m doing the wrong things. I think i am hurting others . But , really , i’m just hurting myself.

Love yourself . Take care of yourself . Spiritually. Emotionally. Physically. Mentally.

Resolution no.1

Find your voice . Speak your mind . Faster . Louder . Boldly. Confidently . Without fear .

Do not stop here . Continue .

Just went for a revision class with DK today . Right now , i’m like living in a pressure cooker .

It not easy . From the class , I realize , though i found surgery interesting and had special interest in it in the past , i failed to really know it well . There were so many things that i could not answer . Need to triple my efforts and study wisely .

Our professional examination , EOS 7 , will be in 5 weeks . I should have about 25% . All i need is another 25 % at least . The 3 components : OSCE , OSPE and SAQ ( 30% , 10% , 20% ) .

I would need to emphasise and score in OSCE . That is 8 long cases ( each 10 minutes ) and 8 short cases ( each 5 minutes ) . That’s not many questions. Roughly 1 each posting .

In obstetric now , with so many things pending to be completed . Tonight will be another night without sleep . Got to read about anemia in pregnancy and ethics .

The stress has started to build up . Feel very anxious and worried most of the time . But , that’s not going to help in any way . There are times when i just feel i am going to break  , like i’m going to explode , like i really need to stop and have a long holiday .

I know its going to be ok . But i want to come out from exam hall on the 14th of February , feeling confident that I’ve definitely passed .

So , No ! I cannot stop right now! I can definitely achieve that .

Lets’ do this !!

Off She Goes!

Dim Sum breakfast with the younger sister before she goes off to study.

I wonder what my parents would do at home now. With my sister going to HELP college , the house is left with em parents , Chiobu (our dog) , and Ana (our new helper).

Hmm. Bond with Ana perhaps ?